Oblivion:Suicide Note

This was my big break! Finally I'm given something important to do, and what happens? I blow it! All I had to do was keep Phillida alive! That's it! But no! I couldn't even accomplish that! Father was right -- I'm an idiot, and I haven't amounted to anything!
I let everyone down, so this is it. Goodbye cruel Empire! I'm ending it all!